You are my love story.
From the beginning until the very end, You will always be my love story. I have spent years searching for the right man to walk in. I thought I had him a couple of times and thought I would lure him in to be another time. I waltzed around with this fantasy in my head of what we would do together and how our love story would unfold. I let my imagination run rampant on most days.
Until it hit me tonight. I was reading Your word and as you talked about the position of our hearts mine spoke up.
It’s funny that the verses weren’t even talking about this necessarily, but you used it. You used it to show me that as my heart was seeking everything else, You were seeking my heart and to renew it to the purest of forms. So, I allowed my imagination to run but a little differently this time. This time I thought of this…
I thought of You laughing at me when I dance and sing terribly in my car. I saw You holding my hand and feeling every single thing I feel when I am crying ironically in a funeral home parking lot. I saw You feel what I was feeling when I realized everything had just flipped in my life, and I didn’t know how to handle it. I saw You sitting with me as I wrote about my wildest dreams, and the smile on Your face as I talked about it. I saw You watching over me as I slept and knew that you cherish me as one of Your precious daughters. You are in the midst of everything. You go with me everywhere.
All of the things I imagined that another human “should” be doing, You are already doing with me.
You are my love story. You understand, feel, know, and love more than anyone or anything in this life. You meet me in my darkest of nights and You always meet me with love.
You delight in me, and you meet me with a choice every single day that you grant me on this earth. And that choice is to choose You, to put You first, and to continue writing our love story.
I pray I choose You every day for the rest of my life into eternity